chew-ed

2009-10-29T18:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i feel like shit

like hard core shit.

can there be any explaination why people feel this way?

i wonder if there is anything that can make all these better....

its not like i can't understand myself.

but sometimes,

i just don't get it?

i need a serious break.

from this world

from everyone.

To my loved:

I miss you

you are loved.

you know you love me...

2009-10-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody,

let me tell you a story i heard during devotion today.

there is this lady who was waiting at the boading area at the airport one day.

as she was feeling bored,

she went to buy a magazine and a bag of cookies to keep her buzy.

she then sat at a chair and placed the bag of cookies beside her.

she opened the mag and atarted to read.

then, a man came over and sat beside the bag of cookies.

the lady took no notice of him till the man reached into the bag and took a cookie out.

the lady was horrified but folowed suit,

taking a cookie out of the bag as well.

they went on like this, each cookie that went into the man's mouth made her even more furious.

till there was only one left.

the lady thought 'hah! lets see what this man of great odensity would do now.'

the man reached into the bag,

took out the last cookie and broke it into half.

he popped one in his mouth and offered the other one to her.

this made the lady mad.

how dare this man take her cookies and share her last cookie with her?!

she ignored the cookie, picked up her bag and left the borading area.

she boarded the plane, still in fury about what has just happened.

she felt hot and opened her bag to take out her water bottle.

when she opened the bag, she was caught by surprise.

an identical bag of cookies lay in her bag, untouched.

this made her realise the obvious.

the other bag of cookies was not even hers in the first place.

that man had evidently been sharing his cookies with her after all.

should she have burst out in anger then,

she would have embarassed herself even further.

she wanted to apologise to that man.

but it was too late.

After i heard this,i started to think.

like, i guess that i am like this sometimes.

when things happen to me and i get reprimanded,

i would blame anyone

but never myself.

i probaly fit the saying

'You see the speck in others.But you cannot see the log in yourself.'

Aain, this reminded me of what happened last night.

i got scolded by miss wan because of the dorm6 thing.

i swear i was extremely angry at harpreet.

yes, totaly.

but to think of it,

if i had not got myself into trouble in the first place,

i would not have to be in dorm6.

and harpreet would not have any excuse to ask miss wan about me.

and i would not have been so angry.

Sometimes, its not others fault that we get into trouble.

We have to learn to take some blame for our wrongdoings.

I guess i should really apologise to harpreet today.

Its not totally her fault either.

To my loved:

i'm sorry i shouted at you.

i know its not your fault.

but i was just extremely overwhelmed by what has happened.

i am really sorry.

really.

i'm not lying.

get it?

you know you love me...

2009-10-22T20:38:00.000-07:00

YO BABES!

Yes...its me again..

don't be surprised man!!

i am so bored!

i am checking scripts with my class today

but the hit point is that i did not take a single one of their paper!

so i am just stoning around the whole day...

hmms okok...

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

Cause everything you do

And words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true

That I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

Cause when i close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undoneI

'm thinking two is better than one

(oh yeah)

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And i thought hey

Maybe it's trueThat I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

That I cant live without you

Cause maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I've figured out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one.

To my loved:

yoyo!

yes i am in school now....

i'm missing you crazy...

gosh today is big charge day and i wonder how i am going to endure it..

i wish i can give you more of my time

my energy

shower you with my love

but

i can't...

haiz...

wait alright!

we will go through this together.

because

I LOVE YOU

you know you love me..

2009-10-20T20:16:00.000-07:00

HI ALL!!!

my exams are over

but my worries seems to have increased.

why is this so?

how i wonder....

but one thing for sure,

i would not go for homeleave all the same.

and i would also not give in to you.

yes,you.

you know how i feel about this issue and you should know that i am very strong in my beliefs.

i have someone currently

and i believe it to be forever.

i am sorry to say this to you

hate to break it to you this way.

but looks isn't everything.

get it?

To my loved:

yes i did not realise the lettersXD

because food captures my attention more than anothing else.

haha.but sleep still comes first:)

ok:) we'll never back out of this love i hope

and yes,

i love you forever.

i will love you forever.

you know you love me...

2009-10-01T18:37:00.000-07:00

hi all,

i'm in school again...

yes.

Ns are so soon and i've got so much to do.

but i've got no idea where i should start from...

somebody save me!!

Straight Through My Heart

Ohhhh Ohhhh

In the heaRt Of the night

When it's dark

In the lights

I heard the loudest noise

A gunshot on the floor

Ohhhh Ohhhh

I looked down

And my shirt's turning red

I'm spinning around

Felt her lips on my neck

And her voice in my ear

Like I missed you want you tonight

Straight through my heart

A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding

Ohhhh

Straight through my heart

She aimed and she shot me

I just can't believe it

Ohhhh

No I can't resist

And I can't be hit

I just can't escape this love

Straight through my heart Soldier down(my heart)

Soldier down(my heart)

Thought I moved More than on

Thought I could Fool her charm

I really wanna go

But I can't leave her alone

Ohhhh Ohhhh

Hear the sound Of a love so loud I just can't,

I just can't Ignore this feeling

Said she misses me

And she wants me

Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart

A single bullet got me

I can't stop the bleeding

Ohhhh

Straight through my heart

She aimed and she shot me

I just can't believe it

Ohhhh

No I can't resist

And I can't be hit

I just can't escape this love Straight through my heart

Soldier down(my heart)

In the heart Of the night

When its dark In the lights

I heard the loudest noise A gunshot on the floor

Ohhhh Ohhhh

Straight through my heart

A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding

Ohhhh

Straight through my heart

She aimed and she shot me

I just can't believe it

Ohhhh

No I can't resist

And I can't be hit

I just can't escape this love

Straight through my heart

Soldier down(my heart)

2009-09-30T19:18:00.000-07:00

hey all you people taking your n levels!

study hard and do your best all right.

nothing can be more important than it now.

and to all who are doing your end-of-years

do not be complacent!

end-of-years are impt tooo!!!

jyjy

chew supports you!

To my loved:

hey. no matter how hard all this is gonna be,

or how difficult everything will be made to be,

i will never forget all those times we spent together.

the smiles,

the tears,

the fears,

everything.

i just want you to know that you are no.1 in my life and no matter how many other people there are and will be,

it will always stay the same.

you as no.1.

all i can say now is just

i love you.

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

Cause everything you do

And words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true

That I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

Cause when i close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

I'm thinking two is better than one(oh yeah)

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And i thought heyMaybe it's true

That I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much timeTo figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

That I cant live without you

Cause maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I've figured out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one.

you know you love me:)

2009-09-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

Hello..

omg.diana sucks to the max.

seriously.....

dare to touch one molecule of her and you will be one step closer to your grve.

dare to wack her up.

see you in court.

i promise that you will recieve a summon to court for rioting.

and if you think that you very good or anyithing just because you got play shirt.

then please open your eyes again.

if they can win the police and the courts then,

you'll not even be here now.

so shut that hole of yours and stop carpping.

and since when did my bff ever said that she liked your bro.

please stop trying to gain popularity.

the more you try,

the least likrly that you will ever get it.

so yeah.

TO MY LOVED:

i am so glad that you are back in my life..

i just can't breathe without you.

you live in my heart and the non-pressence of you just shatters me.

i really need you on my life.

I Love You...

2009-09-11T22:32:00.001-07:00

ITS ME AGAIN

WELL LIFE JUST SUCKS LIKE MAD.

can we slow down?

n levels suck.

the one i love is losing it and i m totally losing her too.

save me please~~

2009-08-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

Check yes juliet

Check yes juliet

are you with me

rain is falling down on the

won't go until you come outside

check yes juliet

kill the limbo

i'll keep tossing rocks at your window

cause there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoesA O A O ah

here's how we do

run baby run

don't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

don't sell your heart

don't say we're not meant to be

run baby runforever will be you and me

check yes julie

ti'll be waiting

wishing, wanting

yours for the

sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye

check yes juliet

here's the countdown3...2...1...

now fall in my arms now they can change the locks

don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoesA O A O ah

here's how we do

run baby run

don't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

don't sell your heart

don't say we're not meant to be

run baby run

forever will be you and me

we're flying through the night

flying through the night

way up high, the view from here is getting better with

you by myside

run baby run

don't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

don't sell your heart

don't say we're not meant to be

run baby rundon't ever look back

they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance

don't sell your heart

don't say we're not meant to be

run baby run

forever will be

you and me

2009-08-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

haiz life sucks
know my resuilts?
english-60
chinese-62
maths-72
combined humans-68
combined science-54

i'm totally prepared to fail my N levels luh.
seriously.
i flipped the coin just now.
heads that she'll come back.
tails that she won't.
every single time i try,
it just doesn't work.
i got tails.
every single time.
i'm totally demoralised.
i feel like i've got totally enough now.
enough of living here.
have i not lived long enough?
i don't know.

TO my loved:
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,
"I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot,
workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now,
you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine,
I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you,
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin
',Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing
"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'
,Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
why you're not around,
and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
come back home...
come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

i miss you alot.
i am really freaking out.
i dream about you all the time.
i think about you like no other.
do you feel this way too?
or am i the only one stupidly waiting for nothing?

2009-08-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

hello its me again.
asusual, i am totally freaking out at my hyer-ness and dead-ness today
my mood changed so fast that i can't even make sense of myself before i realise what i just did or said.
life relly suck nowadays.
how i wish time will pass slowly and how i wish that time will just slow down.
don't you agree?
yeah, and as for those people who find it fun to give me some new girlfriend that i myself din't know i have..
just shut up won't you.
its seriously irritating and annoying to know that you're such a big show.
CARTOON!!!arn't we just so freaking cute^^
BHB lah lynette chew,
STOP IT><

for my loved one~

check yes juliet

run baby run,
don't ever look back,
they'll tear us apart,
if you give them a chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever we'll be
you and me

i'm waiting for you to come out
no matter how long it takes
no matter how long i have to wait,
i'll wait
because i know that no one else can take your place in my heart anymore
i can't think of anyone else but you
i am so confused.
but i do know that i really love you.

RAVING NEW BLOG!

2009-08-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

yo ppl out there here this is it!

lynette chewy ssss new new new bbblllooogggg

why do i wanna blog?

cos i wanna share my life with al of you i am lame.

but not very.....

pictures will come out soon sooooo,...

watch out for it! thats all for now...

see you all soooonnnn